Chorus:
It makes me feel small and all alone
Knowing you're living in a world completely unlike my own
And each time you drink or get fucked up
It's just one more step further from me

I'm playing a waiting game with what is right
Its only a matter of time til I range to fight or flight

I wonder what I'll choose when it comes time
Yeah I wonder which way I'll lose when my hand is forced by time

Chorus

I feel like I must seem so fucking boring to you
I look at all your friends and I cant help but think
That you would rather be with them than be with me

I'm secretly hoping that you'll prove me right
Fuck up and justify all these sleepless nights

I'm fighting a losing war with myself
Its only a matter of time until there's nothing left

So please remember that it makes me feel small and all alone